Inspires! It's here

  Let me start these words with a question in my mind. A question that people may tend to overlook but does matter. I do not know if you are with me on this but, it sometimes crept into the most fundamental question of my inner being. Perhaps, overthinking may connote an unhealthy form of the imagination but often, it displaces a particular person from the world of an idea into the hold of reality. My question is, "Am I a toxic person?". A notion that destroys the totality of my being but rebuilds the confidence within me. I do not understand.  Why some people put a barrier when somebody only desires a strong connection for them? Isn't that ironic? Others are praying to have a relationship like that but, some are only taking it for granted. As I meditated on its essence, I have found out that the answer lies not on the person giving but, on the person receiving it. The real query must be to the person receiving it. It might be of the experiences or maybe on the recent for...

"Sometimes, the pain has a way to not just destroy the good in you but, to expose the darkest unforgiven part of your heart." It was days or months since I had forgiven that person. It was beautiful progress with so much joy and happiness. I decided to open up my heart and understand the way things should be because it must be. I never really thought about anything to think about it again because I had already forgiven it. I did not realize after that event, things changed the way it was. I started to notice the big chasm between the person and me. I tried to think all over again about what was the problem but, nothing in my mind ever came out. Guilt and shame started to linger on me as if am convicted of something not sure of what crime.  A trifling reason for miscommunication was all the possible reasons but now, I am the one struggling with its adverse effects.  I prayed and humbled myself many times and  say the words "I forgive you" but, here I am sinking in th...

                       Have we ever felt like we are sinking in the water of problems of our very lives? As if we are drowning and even barely breathing. We are like that coin being thrown in the water and just keep on getting sinking. We even imagined our past that keeps on reminding us that we are a failure. We are losers and we will never ever float from our problems. We have prayed and prayed but nothing happened. We just keep on getting below that drastic waters of difficulty. We experienced total hardships in life but seemed not enough. Then, we questioned God.                         We start complaining about the things that we wanted yet never had. We argue our rights and what we believe in. We even told Him that He does not know everything we have been through. We sounded even more than Him. We act as if we are wiser than of His own t...

                 We all make different ways on how to deal with things. Sometimes, we chose the least because we can not accept the fact that we are more than capable of what we imagine. We forget who we are and what we can do. We do things not on what we desire and dream but on what has been dictated for us to do. We never realized because of life's reality of seeing it pragmatically as differently as we are. We are all born with the brightest future if we only know the One who created it for us. We are not slaves. We are human beings having the mind and intellect to choose the path of the best future. We should not let ourselves be dictated by the opinions of other people. Be firm to what we believe in and having the unyielding mind to achieve the thing we always wanted. Having the right attitude and focus together with faith in God through Christ Jesus, we will surely go to the fate from which He already ordained us to have. We only n...

                        The problems of procrastination really crept the productivity that I should achieve. These problems gave rise to the most disastrous thing that I should never have been part of. That unwanted and deadly thing is the mediocrity. The Mediocrity of things that I should have been portraying as the best of I am. The things that I feel to be a professional, but yet when procrastination attacks I felt so overwhelmed and just continue saying later, perhaps never doing it. This problem really destroyed my strategy on organizing things, being logical and critical, and practicing which makes not really a perfect job but an excellent work.                         It started when I was in high school. It was in my first year or grade seven now. Our teacher instructed us to create a portfolio of our work consisting of test papers, assignme...

    Do not listen. Yes, they are somehow correct when they tell you things of now to improve yourself, indeed, they seemed right, you have managed to figure it out but do not listen. Listening in the form of changing yourself for what they see is right, no, do not do it. Do not listen if they only try to destroy the light which is inside you, the unique you instead, learn to weigh on what they say. Trust the lesson they implicitly try to show but do not change yourself because they see it as a deficient from you. You are enough.     Hey, I know that many times you are just wondering if the actions you just created are enough or almost to their expectations. You sometimes try to live in their views, opinions, and even the smallest suggestions. The funny thing is that unknowingly, they just little by little destroying that big and awesome dream you have in your heart. They also sometimes steal that burning passion and dedication you have as your identity and left you e...

  I am not a priority, I am neither an option, I am second-class, Perhaps, does not make a fuss. I am not a priority, So please do not look at me, Away from your eyes maybe, Shall I go with glee? I am not a priority, And no, do not bear with me, You do not need me, So please, keep away from me. I am not a priority, For now, perhaps, Sooner, you will chase me, You will become my tail for at least an eternity. With love, Now or present, for that is what you call me.