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Fire

                    Rekindle of fire,     Flash forth, back, and fro,     Beginning 'till the end ... Feelings like fire, A thousand flashing from before,   At the start, until the last ...      Chains speak fire, Chained to the rhythm,   From beginning to the end,     The cycle repeats itself  again ...                                                                                                A blessing or curse is like a fire, Starting like a spark, And consuming everything it tasted, Like a tongue ...  Again ...                 ...

War

There is a war inside my head, Waring again and again, Until it reached its bitter fruits inside my heart, To who I really am ... A war that keeps on speaking, Speaking about me, Ugliness, sorrow, grief, envy, lies, So much more that I could ever bear ... Peace, I pray and desire, Do not know if they'll come, Though one thing I know, I am facing now This war will never end until I come down.                      

The Double-Faced People

     We have gone in different directions and roads to take. Somewhat a reason to be alright, or maybe to explore the world with our own unique point of view. It sometimes connotes the inner thoughts of the things we need to discover. Life may not be enough to see and know all things. And sometimes, a leap of faith is just what it takes to help us along the journey to ponder on.      We know a lot of double-faced people. They are amazing ambassadors of willingness, but having a bit of self-importance. They are quite amusing and admiring for the messages they portray yet, some convey understatements of their interests. These people became our beacon of successes and influenced us in many ways but, concealed some things in their personal lives.     They are even the closest person, perhaps that is what we discerned, on the planet. We put a label to express our inner connections to them sometimes. In such, those are making a social scene of admiratio...

Untimely Death

       There are times I feel very sad and depressed questioning life at its finest existence. Sometimes, I also inquire if am totally selfish or just expressing my own deep melancholy. But, in such a shame I never thought am only in the option of the two situations. I never realized that am present in both, who is trying to survive all the brokenness feeling inside.      It has been days since the time I knew that it was all wrong. The relationship was not toxic but only untimely. I needed to pick up the pieces of myself. I tried to do what is right and really hurting inside. I never wondered how this pain really crept into my soul. And never understand the depths it holds in me, while am attempting to figure out the things that I desire the most. The torture was bearable, but I felt unassured if am willing to continue seeing the bright side of the future and not knowing what it holds, or just be numb to never care at all.     The afflictio...

Back up Again

     Are you feeling drifting through the questions of your own self? Maybe, feeling tired of taking all the opportunities life has offered? Wandering through time and space and just wanting a perfect place in where you can start all the things you loved and enjoying the scenery of making the life of yours as perfect as possible with the audacity of showing it to everyone, eagerly desiring to show YOU, regardless of the eyes of the crowd's verdicts? But, in the reality, still cannot fit yourself in their own tastes and likes, ending up hearing words of "you should be like this", "act like this", "you are not good enough" and the most painful of all, "if only you were like him/her, ...". Those comparisons, unconstructive comments, unhealthy statements are really havoc to the extremities of your origin about the definition of your own self and undoubtedly makes you question the existence of your being, beginning to destroy all the notions and t...

The Reality of Opportunities

     "Opportunities only knocked once." It is the truth. Opportunity never wavers to those who will let it slip. It never gives any chance to those who will just take it for granted.     Opportunites always have their perfect ways to make the individual regrets the chance it just somehow let go. It sometimes plays a big role in the making of the individual. It somehow emphasizes the characteristics of the choices and the behaviour the individual chooses.        Opportunities really mirror in some way the capacity of the person in the aspect of choosing. Whether that particular person is really doing the best he got or just being ridden to the flow of life and does not care about where to go. Opportunities are powerful tools to make you see who that person may be.        In light of self-interest, the opportunity is the best of its reality. The opportunities whether good or bad is at stake do not matter, as long as the...