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Untimely Death

       There are times I feel very sad and depressed questioning life at its finest existence. Sometimes, I also inquire if am totally selfish or just expressing my own deep melancholy. But, in such a shame I never thought am only in the option of the two situations. I never realized that am present in both, who is trying to survive all the brokenness feeling inside.      It has been days since the time I knew that it was all wrong. The relationship was not toxic but only untimely. I needed to pick up the pieces of myself. I tried to do what is right and really hurting inside. I never wondered how this pain really crept into my soul. And never understand the depths it holds in me, while am attempting to figure out the things that I desire the most. The torture was bearable, but I felt unassured if am willing to continue seeing the bright side of the future and not knowing what it holds, or just be numb to never care at all.     The afflictio...

Back up Again

     Are you feeling drifting through the questions of your own self? Maybe, feeling tired of taking all the opportunities life has offered? Wandering through time and space and just wanting a perfect place in where you can start all the things you loved and enjoying the scenery of making the life of yours as perfect as possible with the audacity of showing it to everyone, eagerly desiring to show YOU, regardless of the eyes of the crowd's verdicts? But, in the reality, still cannot fit yourself in their own tastes and likes, ending up hearing words of "you should be like this", "act like this", "you are not good enough" and the most painful of all, "if only you were like him/her, ...". Those comparisons, unconstructive comments, unhealthy statements are really havoc to the extremities of your origin about the definition of your own self and undoubtedly makes you question the existence of your being, beginning to destroy all the notions and t...

The Reality of Opportunities

     "Opportunities only knocked once." It is the truth. Opportunity never wavers to those who will let it slip. It never gives any chance to those who will just take it for granted.     Opportunites always have their perfect ways to make the individual regrets the chance it just somehow let go. It sometimes plays a big role in the making of the individual. It somehow emphasizes the characteristics of the choices and the behaviour the individual chooses.        Opportunities really mirror in some way the capacity of the person in the aspect of choosing. Whether that particular person is really doing the best he got or just being ridden to the flow of life and does not care about where to go. Opportunities are powerful tools to make you see who that person may be.        In light of self-interest, the opportunity is the best of its reality. The opportunities whether good or bad is at stake do not matter, as long as the...